A long story to tell

hellows.....

lama dh x update....was extremely occupied wif my new life. sumtimes i miss the my "kehidupan sebenar" ( if ya know what i mean....hint*...hint* ). hahaha. working is definitely cool tp bile teringatkn the late night discussions fussing over the same petty things cm bosan la pulak.but with that oso comes absolute freedom.

tp 6 months isnt so bad at all. i mean mkn sedap2, ptg2 dpt work out, dpt blaja menari and dpt buat lots of bende yg best for modul luar yg x mungkin dpt rase lg aft this. klasses tu biasela, im not so much of a "class" person anw. kt uni dlu pun kalo x ponteng, berborak je dlm klas. bkn paham pun cikgu ngajo ape. bile dh nk exam br la konon2 membaca. itu pun bole lg pi beronggeng. assigments laagii la bosan tp kalo nk dipikirkan, kt office pun assignments ade gak cume in a formal form. layankan je.

whats more interesting sbnrnye is what ive discovered and what im going to discover sepnjang this 6 months. some of it is:

jgn percaya lgsung dgn ckp2 org. kdg2 org ni exaggerating je byk cuz they arent in that winning position and talking bad about other ppl literally make them feel more superior.

im easily distracted. hahaha. teruk btul my fokus ni. i have to find a way to make it better.

its hard not to envy other ppl. i always tell myself yg rezeki di tgn tuhan. but who am i kidding, kdg2 we cant help but want it all.

im oso tryng to get hold of the concept that im just an average person. i can do anything and everything, but im not good in any one of them. i dunno whether thats a good thing or a bad thing. i mean, bile org tanye whats my kelebihan, i just dunno what to answer. but what im glad most is that, im happy just the way i am.

i believe that everybody has their story, everybody has been destined for each hell and high waters and u just have faith in god and yourself.